Somebody Smells

I wish I could tell you I have some health related updates and answers for you guys, but I don’t.

I still have swollen lymph nodes and I even have a few new ones, I still have boob juice, and I still have double periods. Is that everything? I think that’s everything. Sometimes I forget all the stuff and remember there was another thing in my pile of ailments.

Oh, right. There is now a lump on my thyroid that my OBGYN said is another lymph node. She’s testing for all kinds of stuff now too. I get that bloodwork back on the 18th.

I went for an MRI on the 30th to see about the toomah.

It was okay—the MRI, not the toomah. I don’t know about the toomah yet. I only started crying when they showed me the cage they were going to put over my face before sliding me into the machine. I thought “Open MRI” meant like, you know, OPEN? But no. It doesn’t. It means the sides of the thing are open so you don’t go into a tunnel, but you are still enclosed very closely AROUND YOUR HEAD. Had I known there would be a cage put over my head I never would have shown up for that thing conscious. Instead I popped a Xanax and went about my way, Mister at my side and a guided relaxation CD in my hand.

I bumped into the glass on the receptionist’s window because it was so clean I couldn’t see it. I felt like a Major Asshole. Then I handed her my credit card instead of my insurance card and I only filled out one of the three forms she asked me to do. I handed in INCOMPLETE WORK!

She must have thought I was a moron, so, to cover it up, I told her I took a Xanax. I don’t know if that helped my case or just made me look like a bigger douche.

And then I got into the MRI machine room thing and saw the cage they were going to put on my head and I lost it a little bit. But the guy was really nice and very soothing and he helped me through the whole thing. I couldn’t hear my CD though because the machine was so loud. It kind of sucked being injected with dye with the cage thing still on my head. I don’t like needles.

I hate them, actually. I hate them even more when there’s a thing holding my head still and I can’t see what’s going on.

But I survived it, you guys. I survived it. Mister held my hand the whole time and it took about 30 minutes. I got to see my brain afterward. I’m no doctor, but it looked okay to me. I won’t find out if my actual doctor agrees until the 11th. I guess the good news is that there is a brain in there. We wondered about that, so that’s a relief. Mister made jokes to the MRI guy like “I’ve been trying to figure out what’s going on inside my wife’s head for years!” because he’s fucking funny.

I’m just glad he didn’t try to bring his camera because I’d rather not have pictures of me wearing a Hannibal Lector mask and a blue hospital gown. He thinks I’m a bitch for interfering with his art. I just think we can stop at that picture he posted of my placenta and have that be enough of enough.

Other than that scary MRI bullshit, we had a good Christmas which I was able to actually enjoy thanks to the Lexapro starting to work, and a wonderful New Year’s Eve. THE Melissa Lion came with Fancyhats and Archie and stayed the night. We ate absolute crap food almost continuously for like, 10 hours, and drank way too much champagne. Basically we did all the stuff you’re supposed to do on New Year’s Eve except we were all wearing pajamas and didn’t give a shit about our hair. We had a wonderful time together and I’m really sad that they don’t live near us. We would hang with them all the time and Melissa would never hurt me or abandon me. I know she wouldn’t. Girlfriend and Archie totally hit it off and didn’t have one single argument. That’s pretty remarkable because just between you and me, Girlfriend has attitude. But Archie has the same type of attitude. It’s like they were made for each other!

The Melissa Lions didn’t even notice that for breakfast on New Year’s Day I totally bought pre-made fruit salad and then I had Mister cut it up smaller because they always do huge chunks (seriously whose mouth is that big? Are they making it for a yeti?) and then I had him dump it into a bowl and made it look like we made it ourselves when really, no such thing had occurred.

Sshhhhhh!

So, in summary, I’m not dead yet, we had a really great holiday season and I faked a fruit salad and fed it to The Melissa Lions.

The end.

PS: The title to this post has absolutely nothing to do with anything except that Mister said it while on the phone with me last night and I thought it was funny, so there you have it. That’s the funniest thing about this whole post other than me bumping into the receptionist window and telling everyone I came across that I took a Xanax.

PSS: Today is a Toy with Me day. It’s one of my last as I just found out that they are changing their format back to doing only toy reviews, so enjoy it while it’s here. I’ll link you up when that becomes available.

PSSS: Why My Vagina Is Steaming

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14 comments

  1. Yeah! A Crissy post! And the waiting for the test results is stupid. I really feel that way. I mean, what doctor is THAT busy, that they can’t immediately look at your brain scan? My doctor wouldn’t stand for it! He even taught ME how to read x-rays so that when a patient calls in, I can at least give them an idea of what’s going on in there!

    Anywhoodles. I’m so happy that The Melissa Lions came. That is like the best present ever, if you ask me!
    .-= k8’s last blog post… Accomplishment =-.

  2. It is soooo nice to have you post again. I have really missed you. Hope your health problems have a solution soon. Don’t worry about doing crazy things when going for medical tests. I work in a hospital and trust me we have seen it all baby. I do crazy shit like that even when I’m not having an MRI. Just relax and remember we love you no matter what you do. Your New Year’s Eve sounded fun. The Melissa Lions sound like great peoples.

  3. I do a whole lot of the crazy things when I take my son in for various medical crap. Which is a lot of the time. Just today we found out that the 18th. is a splendid day for us. Joey gets his surgery!! (They weren’t going to do it until March! MARCH!!) I kinda like where acting like a douche and a moron gets me.
    .-= Rebecca’s last blog post… My New Smartypants Phone =-.

  4. I love the admission on the fruit salad….and don’t worry, your secret is safe with us. It’s not like the Melissa Lions are ever commenting on your blog…….

    bwaaaaa hahahahahahahaha

  5. WHY ARE YOU TAKING MY BASIC HUMAN RIGHT TO HAND CUT FRUIT SALAD AWAY??!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!

    Thank you for not mentioning the part where I puked in your toilet.

    Also, I’m no doctor and I know you’re feeling like crap but normally people who are really really sick look like crap too but you didn’t. You looked beautiful. In summary, you will be well.
    .-= Melissa Lion’s last blog post… All Day I Dream About Hamburgers =-.

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